I know I know, probably sick of all my mushy gushy shit but, hey its my tumblr bitches.
Lately everything has been great not just school, work and family, but mainly my love life. I can’t explain what its like, I have had other boyfriends before but like this guy is absolutely real. He understands me, wants to be around me, and is ultimately my best friend. I wish I could use another word than just love because I feel that people just throw that around all the time. I wish there was another word for it, because what I’m feeling just doesn’t even fall near the word love because it’s better. Its secure, electrifying, incredible, flawless love. He makes me want to be a better person, and can calm me down in a heartbeat. He’s there for me whenever I’m low, an can make me laugh when I’m all sad. He does absolutely anything he can to just put a smile on my face whenever and kiss me just because, and even hold my hand and just give me a certain look. It can make my day each time.
“Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.” Robert A. Heinlein
Okay I totally went balls to the walls and purchased the Nikon d3100 so I could start practicing shots.. I hope I get really good at it, it’s a pretty good investment to take great pictures. My first goal is definitely rolling shots of cars I hope I get that down pretty quick. And that way I can start posting pics on here :D weeeeee!
That super amazing feeling whenever you have found the person that you have been looking for. That person who is everything you ever wanted. That person who inspires you to be better. That person you find new things to fall even more in love with everyday.
It’s no longer a wish, or something to hope for, it’s my reality now.
I can’t describe how lucky I feel
I came to the a conclusion that everybody has these scars on there heart, from past relationships. but if there scars then that means that the holes have closed up. but they are obviously still there because they help remind you, not of them, but of something better. It also helps you realize how much of a better person you are now then you were then. Not saying you were bad then but you have came a long way. They are scars that remind you that you are capable of always being better, and moving on.
blah blah blah such a chick post i know, but it made me think and made me feel better.
In all honesty I’m not alright.
It’s like I’m on AM and everyone is on FM. Only 1 outta a million actually understands me and knows how I feel :/
Corpus is pretty sometimes..
My anxiety about everything really drives me crazy.. It’s really ridiculous these days, with school, boyfriend, friends and even family. My body is all outta wack.
This is what we do at whataburger while we wait…. Oh wait you don’t have a whataburger where you live?
eh.
Nobody forgets there first love.
& That makes me sick
